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sometimes when i say ''i'm okay'' ,i want someone to look me in the eyes,hug me tight and say ''I KNOW YOU ARE NOT''
even if you no matter how hurt yourself,and don't let the rest of the people to give up you and leave you.
SUNDAY 030411 imma be single,we are break up..but we love each other also..reason of break up?every argument..we really don't like every argument..-so hurt-
TUESDAY 050411 his friends at fb chat box find me chat ,asked me what happen to him and i and he look so down this few days and stay at home ..i answer him..my heart hurts to see him like that,everyday we argument,but we love each other...... middle of the night this day,about 4 o'clock my phone suddenly rang,its him,i paused for a new days and i pick up and answer the phone..his voice is different with the usual,i was very strange and asked him,but he always said nothing nothing,then i asked him "u cry izit?u sick izit?"he did not say anything..finally i know what's the answer. he suddenly woke up..and he looked at our pic and listen to my favorite song..when i hear it my tears flow out..i'm very sad that he so..yea,i love him deeply .
WEDNESDAY 060411 this day,he was fever,when i saw him,my heart is fucking pain like hell!why?!he face look like languish..that's why my heart its pain.that night,i stay at his home to take care of him till next day..sick and stomachache like hell,he cannot sleep,stomachache till call my name and called pain,more pain in my heart and i cried and hug him..the next morning,pale face,his stomach pain to,his mom and his sis take him to the clinic immediately,the first ans second clinics sudah boleh TUTUP lah!open the fucking door but without doctor!ishh. the third clinic have doctor finally..ass injection he had..too bad..he shy and pain, i at there curi curi smile :P hehee,after packet of noodles and back to his home..he don't like to take medicine!!when he "enjoys" medicine he like a kid ,cuttiiie :P
read it patiently,this is my interaction with him after breaking up..
i'm okay,no worries..
click to listen. that should be me
I LOVE HIM.